Too Much Mental Focus; Not Enough “Cock” Brain

If you weren’t aware, Domina Shelle released Her newest recording, Overload, today. If Twitter is any indication, it’s quite the can’t miss recording. So why do i feel so meh about it? Don’t get me wrong, i don’t regret purchasing it as any recording is essentially extra icing on the “spoil Domina” cake. But i also don’t see myself listening to it again unless Domina Shelle commands it.

Why is this? One reason could be because orgasms still too often leave me filled with regret than bliss. Today’s during my listen to Overload was no different. Perhaps it’s because the recording is super cock based which tends to distract me? Although not always. Chastity Training 1 is as well; yet, i’m up to 21 plays and counting. Granted, i tend to listen to it while watching a slide show of pictures of Domina Shelle rather than full trance. Having aphantasia surely doesn’t help. The beach is quite a bit less captivating when you sadly can’t “see” it.

All of those reasons likely have an impact. However, the major reason i don’t feel swept away by Overload is likely because i’m already lost at sea from last week’s My Patient – Mental Focus. I already have over 20 plays during the first week. Overload and My Patient – Mental Focus are almost polar opposites. My Patient – Mental Focus doesn’t require mental images; just thoughts of pleasure, desire, and sleep. Ignoring one wayward pronoun, it is also gender neutral which makes it easier for my mind to let go. i’m not even sure what is so addictive about My Patient – Mental Focus. i’m also too busy soaking in the pleasure of listening to it as much as possible to really care why i’m so compelled. Amusingly, i even found myself checking Domina Shelle’s New Releases starting on Wednesday evening in the off chance She released My Patient – Part 2 early.

In the end, it is so not about me. Congratulations to those of you smitten by Overload! It does seem like Domina Shelle enjoyed making the recording. It’s definitely worth a listen if you tend to enjoy orgasms *giggles* Meanwhile, i thank You Domina Shelle for creating My Patient – Mental Focus ❤ i look forward to discovering what You have planned for me in Part 2!


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