LocTober 2021 – Day 17 – W2D4

Arousal Meter – 6/10

Incredibility aroused within trance. However, constantly forgot i was supposed to be aroused outside of trance. Sadly, i am starting to think work is distracting me from my sexual need even with listening to my White Noise II special loop more often.

Best Thing That Happened

At first blush, i was not sure what to put here today. Pausing for a few minutes longer allowed me to remember how soothing it felt to listen to v 2Sex a couple times after work today. Slowly but surely, i am noticing a building need to have Domina Shelle’s sweet voice drip Her honey soaked words in my mind constantly. Life just feels a bit more grey without it. Sometimes i fret that i am not consciously noticing reactions to Domina’s triggers; but, i need to remember to just let go and trust Her even more deeply. After all, i do not need to notice how Domina Shelle’s control is wrapping tighter and tighter around me. I just desperately need it to do so.

Recordings

Thoughts of the Day

Weekly

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.

Daily

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.

you need to be as aroused and wet as you can, because you need your mind to be soft and weak for Me and do everything I tell you to do to make Me happy with you.