Arousal Meter – ?/10
Not really sure what number to use today. Super aroused while touching and edging to the point i actually had to back off a little during some of the trances for the first time of LocTober. However, the state of being horny just doesn’t happen outside of trance. So much so, i am a bit curious if that’s actually Domina Shelle’s intention. After all, this isn’t something that happened pre-LocTober as this is the exact period of time where chastity would go off the rails previously. i might not be as constantly dripping wet as i was expecting; however, the bliss from the continued growing confidence that i will not cum again unless Domina desires it is heavenly. It is said confidence that i wanted most out of LocTober, so i am quite happy. Chastity is so good for my soul.
Best Thing That Happened
Domina Shelle send me a text today telling me: “you will listen to Absolute Authority and edge 3 times” which i found myself immediately needing to do after sending back “Yes Domina ❤️”. If this is what automatic obedience is, i greedily want more. It felt so good to surrender into Absolute Authority and edge to a different picture of Domina upon waking up three times in a row. i should note that it’s actually my first time listening to the whole recording and it is so tantalizingly delightful that i actually can’t remember much from it. Thus, making it the first recording that i am just not quite sure what the middle of the recording contains. Not that i want to know. It is far sexily for Domina Shelle to play as She desires without my conscious knowledge. It just has not happened before with a full recording and not just added whispers to one. *giggles* i am beyond happy.
Recordings
- Trance Deepener: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- Mind Calibration – Friday: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- White Noise (Chastity): Brainwashing Hypnosis mp3 by Shelle Rivers
- Absolute Authority: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers x3
- Absolute Authority (Loop): Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers while edging
- White Noise II – The Addiction: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- White Noise II – The Addiction (Special Loop): Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
when not in work meetings and while sleeping - v 2Sex x3
- LocTober 2021 – Week 2 – Chastity Pleasures: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers x2
- Worship – Kneel at My Feet: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
Thoughts of the Day
Weekly
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
i only deserve to rub and massage when Princess allows, which motivates me to serve and take care of Her needs. i am learning the importance of being Useful to the Princess that owns me, to think of Her and not my immediate sexual needs.
Daily
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.
Obedience to Me is your pleasure. Making Me happy with your servitude is your life’s work.