After spending a week on vacation only being able to listen to Surrender to Sleep while sleeping followed by two weeks of covid where i was simply too uncomfortable to breathe let alone trance, it was quite delightful to have My Captive Girl be my first recording “back”.
Domina Shelle’s newest recording feels written for me. i have been looking for better motivation to get back into shape for the first time in a long while. After just a few listens, the small suggestions within My Captive Girl are already starting to help with this. Submitting to Domina Shelle’s absolute authority has never felt like “kink” to me. Therefore, the only “kink” i would say that i have is pleasure torture. The end scene in My Captive Girl has been a fantasy of mine that i wish would happen irl for longer than i can remember.
Upon awaking from My Captive Girl for the first time, i feel irresistibly compelled to email Domina Shelle if it would please Her to command me to listen to the recording every day and every night until September. Naturally, this was also after completing the task Domina asks for within My Captive Girl *giggles*
Domina’s email reply included “wow, until Sept 7 you mean.” Upon awaking from this morning’s My Captive Girl trance, i discovered Her text reply “Yes, cumming is over rated. Being horny is good for you Giggles”. Quite honestly, truer words have not been spoken.
Yes, cumming is over rated. Being horny is good for you Giggles
Domina Shelle
Feeling unsatisfied and distracted away from Domina is the typical result of cumming. A result that tends to last at least a day or more often until the next time Domina Shelle communicates with me. To be clear, this is the typical result of obeying Domina’s command to cum in a session, etc. Disobedient or accidental releases are even worse. However, they luckily happen with much less frequency now.
Conversely, the typical result of not cumming is joy, love, and being pulled closer to Domina Shelle. The impulse to interact with Domina is more frequent. Every time my sex aches, i smile thinking of Domina Shelle and how much i love Her ownership. Not to mention, being actively horny for Domina Shelle’s pleasure is so addictive. The more i am, the more i crave for Domina Shelle to tease my sex into ever deeper blissful arousal.
Quite frankly, being Domina Shelle’s tease toy is my drug of choice. Being manipulated into deeper states of arousal by Her voice and the other ways Domina likes to play is the high. Whereas, cumming triggers the unnecessary downward crash.
i am pretty sure that i do not fully know what i got myself into. After all, now to September 7th will be the longest i have ever stayed chaste. It is also the first time i have ever had a “you must wait until … ” date. *purrs* It is so fucking hot!! i am so excited to have the clarity and command to not release until then. Thank You so much Domina Shelle for permitting me to serve You in this way. i love You and desperately yearn to prove to both of U/us that i can obey. 😘😘🥰🥰