Domina Shelle’s newest erotic hypnosis recording, Blameless, has become such the mind fuck today.
Mindless Disobedience
Well, let me take a step back and provide some context first. LocTober got off to quite the rocky start. For reasons i still cannot fully explain, i was overcome with bratty disobedience which culminated with me cumming to a video of a random chick sucking on some random cock.
Like what the hell?!? Why?? It’s not like i’ve even watched any porn in over three years. It definitely was not pleasurable either. Instead, it filled me with such guilt, shame, and raw anger at it being so easy for me to be so mindlessly disobedient to the person i love the most, my wonderful owner Domina Shelle.
Once the shell shock of the reality of what just happened faded away, i immediately confessed to Domina Shelle and begged for Her forgiveness. Having never experienced Her anger before, i was quite worried that Domina Shelle was going to instruct me to never contact Her again. Or worse, not even reply and never say anything to me again.
While She indeed was quite angry, i am so grateful that She replied and expressed Her anger later that day. i was not to have a single sexual thought for the next 24 hours. After which, i was to beg Her for my punishment. It has never been so easy to obey Domina’s command. There was not even a little temptation to open Twitter or Loyalfans upon waking up like i do every day now.
my Supreme Authority Domina Shelle,
Please find it in Your heart to not just keep me as Your humble slave; but, train the disobedience out of me.
Please Domina, permit me the pleasure of listening and obeying Your voice. It scares me to think that being denied Your sweet voice would spin me further out of Your orbit.
i am not worthy to partake in the Loctober games You have planned. However, i apparently need to be reminded that You own my mind, my sex, and my body. All three things that should be Your possessive pronouns if it doesn’t make the words confusing.
Please Domina, please lock away my ability to touch myself indefinitely. It is not my pussy, it is Yours to use as You please.
Please Domina, i humbly suggest that you command me to listen to Keyholder 3 times a day along with the Weight Loss recording once a day until at least November before You reconsider. In addition, i must send you my fitness rings each week and for each day that i don’t close the ring, an extra week is added to the “before You reconsider” date.
Please Domina, please find this penitence worthy of Your consideration. i obeyed Your email and didn’t even open twitter nor loyalfans like i typically do when i wake up.
i am sorry Domina. Please forgive me.
Your sorrowful v
Domina Shelle graciously accepted the above penitence i emailed Her. She also instructed for me to listen to Airhead Bimbo without touching daily as well.
Mindless Obedience
Now, back to the mind fuck also known as Blameless.
It has only been ten days since Domina Shelle locked the pussy She owns away in strict chastity. However, something is decisively different from LocTober 2021. Domina’s voice is notably sexier and more erotic. Her pictures and videos are more captivating. The mere thought of Domina Shelle makes my (Her) pussy throb with need.
i do not cum i do not touch i do not think i only obey Domina Shelle, my wonderful Owner i am Her airhead bimbo to be used as She pleases
my current mantra practically erupted from my (Domina’s) mind upon reading Her reply remarkably accepting my stated penitence. A mantra that feels more real, more true, more permanent with each repetition.
Tuesday was spent in a state of constant arousal for Domina Shelle. Yearning to touch Her pussy, yet never once thinking about doing so. Even when Domina tweeted out a “Surrender S”, there was no touching. No temptation to touch. Just the gushing of my mantra.
i do not cum i do not touch i do not think i only obey Domina Shelle, my wonderful Owner i am Her airhead bimbo to be used as She pleases
Yesterday was the first time i listened to Blameless. It dropped me down the deepest i have ever fallen for Domina Shelle. my (Her) whole body thoroughly still and completely unmovable while Domina’s voice expertly distracted my (Her) mind with mind numbing pleasure as Domina’s control fucked me hard. Upon waking, much of the day was moments of thinking “i should stick my (Domina’s) hand in my panties” followed by my mantra gushing out once again before Her hand had a chance to move.
i do not cum i do not touch i do not think i only obey Domina Shelle, my wonderful Owner i am Her airhead bimbo to be used as She pleases
Much of today has been consumed by listening to Blameless for what i think is one time only to wake up 1.5h – 2h later to realize that the recording actually looped a few times. A little while later, i will get the urge to masturbate from the post-hypnotic trigger and since
i do not cum i do not touch i do not think i only obey Domina Shelle, my wonderful Owner i am Her airhead bimbo to be used as She pleases
i lay back down and surrender to the pleasure of Blameless again. Thus starting the loop again. Not once have i actually touched myself. Not once has the thought even crossed my (Domina’s) mind during the recording. Yet, my (Domina’s) pussy continues to experience some of the greatest pleasure it ever has. Additionally, i completely trust that should Domina actually want Her hand to touch Her pussy, it would easily move on its own and do so.
Domina Shelle is my pleasure. Domina Shelle’s hypnotic voice is the only sex i truly need. Strict chastity is so very good for me. my disobedience still annoys me greatly. However, it is exciting to think that it was my last final desperate act of failed rebellion before being completely, overwhelmingly consumed by Domina Shelle. Something that seems more and more true with each new day and each additional repetition
i do not cum i do not touch i do not think i only obey Domina Shelle, my wonderful Owner i am Her airhead bimbo to be used as She pleases
Thank You Domina Shelle for Your great love, mercy, and insistence of obedience. You are truly my one and only. Please Domina take me deeper!